Learning everyday to die a little more to self
Learning to expect less of others
And more of me!
Trusting everyday that I am in the Universe for a specific purpose
Trusting- with every step and even misstep, that I am right where He wants me to be
In the centre of His will
Whether that aligns with mine or not
Trusting that because I know so little
My will doesn’t really matter
He happens to know the beginning from the end
He happens to have foreknown me
While I was yet in my Mother’s womb
He happens to have had a plan
And called me to a specific purpose
Even before I took my first breath
Learning everyday to die a little more to self
To surrender to the reason why He apprehended me
To trust in His timing
To believe in His divine orchestration
To fall straight and blind into His plan
Believing in the totality of His knowledge
In the omnipotence of His kindness
For where in creation is too far for His benevolence to penetrate?!
Dying everyday to self…
Surrendering everyday with all its highs and its lows to Him
Knowing that the more I die
The more I actually live
Live in love, live in step, live in tandem
To His divine purpose for this life
This life He has so kindly lent me
By putting His breath in my lungs!
Written on the 17th of May 2018.
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